Log in

So yes I am listening to Labyrinth, cause its my favorite movie in the world. David Bowie is my idol, and totally someone i would fuck till the brink of dawn(even if he is 61.) Hey that rhymed, aww I feel smart now. So yes its a blissful 21 degrees out and personally thats a hell of a lot better than the 0 that Colorado seemed to be favoring the past few days. Amber called me a few minutes ago, complaining about how the food is mocking here, and then i procceded to eat on the phone (I was really hungry!) Anyway,now I am in the "sunroom" with my tea, smokes, lighter, goldfish crackers, and mom's cell. Also there is tons of other things in here as well, like crayons (why? i have no clue) pens, paper, and other random stuff that seems to wind up here.

Mom is sleeping as she is playing Tag-hag tonight for Slavegay. So today I have layed on the couch and watched Labyrinth, then I came in here then did so back and forth for a few hours. However I did get the pizza boxes out of the apartment so mom can get off my back for that one.I am sleepy, but hey what can ya do? I have school tommorrow, a red day..which now i have 3rd off so yay! But yeah other than that, i pretty much can kiss the rest of my enjoyment for periods off goodbye. Cause now during 3rd green i have Computer Academy and then for 4th I have Survey of Rock and Roll, which I will actually go to. Suprisingly, I did go to most of my classes in the end...which kinda scares me...maybe i'm doing that follow through thing mom is always on me about. So yeah thats all and now I shall do a survey...
001. real name → Courtney
002. nickname → Squishy, Weirdo, and Court
003. single or taken → single
004. zodiac sign → Libra
005. male or female → female
006. elementary school →umm mission and meadow point
007. middle school → laredo
008. high school → smoky
010. hair color → brown and blond
011. long or short → short
015. are you health freak → not even somewhat
017. do you have a crush on someone → nope
018. do you like yourself → yeah
019. piercings → 2
020. tattoos → none yet
021. righty or lefty → righty.


022. first surgery → not yet
023. first piercing → ear
024. first best friend → Brianna
025. first award → Poetry things
026. first sport you joined → none!!!!!
027. first pet → Angel
028. first vacation → ummmm don't remember
029. first concert → Backstreet Boys...lol the old days
030. first crush → lol some kid named Patrick


049. eating → nothing
050. drinking → tea
052. i'm about to → clean my house
053. listening to → Labyrinth
055. waiting for → the computer to get boring
057. wearing → pjs


058. want kids? → yeah
059. want to get married? → yeah
060. careers in mind→ writer


068. lips or eyes? → eyes
069. hugs or kisses → kisses
070. shorter or taller → taller
072. romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
073. nice stomach or nice arms → stomach
074. sensitive or loud → both cause i'm both
075. hook-up or relationship → relationship
077. trouble maker or hesitant? → both


078. kissed a stranger → yeah
079. drank bubbles → no
080. lost glasses/contacts → not yet
081. ran away from home → nope, no reason
082. broken any bones → not yet
084. broken someone's heart →i don't know
085. been arrested → nope, been close yes. but not completely
086. turned someone down → yeah
087. cried when someone died →yeah i'm not completely heartless
088. liked a friend → sadly yes


089. yourself → yes
090. miracles → occasionally
091. love at first sight → yes
092. heaven → no nor do i believe in hell
093. santa clause → no
094. sex on the first date - oi! umm, it depends on how long i've known them i mean its all different situations
095. kissing on the first date → sure
096. angels → no


097. is there one or more people you want to be with right now?
my friends...i miss them
099. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
no way, i am way too loyal to one and one only
100. do you believe in god? nope
Current Location: home
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: As The World Falls Down- Labyrinth
13 January 2007 @ 09:33 pm
So yeah its 9:33 at night and i am on the computer, justing listening to Amber and Titanic in the backround in our living room. Right now in the movie Jack and Fabi are running to the ship.So yeah i'm putting music onto my ipod cause yeah Amber is borrowing it when she goes to work so she doesn't have to talk to the people on her bus. So yeah right now i'm working on David Bowie and trying to type with one hand while my earring is piecing my neck cause its really sharp but yeah i'm trying to ignore it. Ouch!!!! Damn okay so yeah its 0 degrees outside and right now i wish i was in the 36 degrees video cause its damn warm there. Panic! At The Disco is now going into my ipod, yeah this is hard so nothing is really going on so i am done with this update!

Love ya all,
Current Location: sunroom
Current Mood: productiveproductive
Current Music: Dawns Ballet-OMWF Buffy
10 January 2007 @ 07:04 pm
. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current street name)

Angel Hannibal

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)

Strawberry Chocolate chip

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of last name, first three letters of first name.)


4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Pink Jaguar

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Nicole Denver

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mom's maiden name)


7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink and put "The" in front of it)

The blue rum

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)

George Ben

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne)


10. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)

Lyn Allen

Damn well that was quick....
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Skint and Minted- Libertines
05 January 2007 @ 02:26 pm
Today did you...

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
no haven't talked to anyone

2. Realize anything new?
that today i shall be lonely

3. Talk to an ex?

4. Miss someone?

-Last Person Who-

5. Layed in your bed?

6. Made you cry?
rather not say

7. You went to the movies with?
Amber and Mom

8. Went to the mall with you?
Mom and Amber

9. You showered with?

10. Who Made you laugh?
11. Said they loved you?
I don't rememember

12. called you in the middle of the night?

General stuff--

16. Favorite location?
Vegas or London

17. Tattoos?
sadly none...yet

18. What are you most scared of right now?
being bored

19. Where do you want to get married?
I don't know

20. Who do you like?
No one

21. Does anyone like you?
I have no clue

22. Do you like being around people?

23. Have you ever cried?
many times

24. Are you lonely right now?

25. Song stuck in your head right now?
Truly, Madly, Deeply

26. Been on radio/TV?
nope, unless you count fake radio

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?

29. What song reminds you of your crush?
don't have one so yeah

30. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
pink and white

31. Name three things that you do every day?
sleep,watch tv, check LJ

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?

34. Are you wearing socks?

35. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
Yeah even though thats a stupid wish

36. What web site do you visit the most?

37. Do you have plants in your room?

38. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My Back
Current Location: Sun room
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: The heater
31 December 2006 @ 09:29 pm
Yeah so its not new years yet still have like 2 hours and 30 minutes but hey might as well get this out now...before I die of boredom. So yeah very unfun day and night, hopefully the new year will turn out better for me than the other crappy years. But I don't think so, nope don't see it happening. Anyway, nothing new to report on life...so yeah I think I'm done now.

Current Location: sun room
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: the heater humming,my brain spilling out into nothing
29 December 2006 @ 01:37 pm
1. What's bothering you right now?
Snow and the fact that school will be starting soon.

2. Where do you live?
Hell...aka Colorado

Describe Your…

3. Wallet:
don't have one, though I need one

4. Dream Car:
Jeep Rangler

5. Background on your cell phone?
Peter and Carlos, cause I love them!

6. Jewelry worn daily?
earrings and necklace

7. Pillowcase:
pink and black, with chesire cat from Alice on it.

8. Eyes:

9. Love life:
None right now...taking a break

football (not American)

11. CD In Stereo:
ipod nano, so no need for the stereo

12. Piercings:

What are you…

13. Wearing?
umm...my pjs and a hoodie

14. Wanting?

15. where are you?
in the sunroom...well snow room right now

16. Listening to:
Into the Mystic- Van Morrison

17. Something you're afraid of?

18. Do you like candles?
yeah, as long as they smell good

19.Do you like the taste of blood?
yeah, its a fetish

20. Do you believe in love?

21. Do you believe in soul mates?

22. Do you sleep naked?
depends on how many drinks

23. Do you like seafood?
yeah, surprisingly

24. Do you remember your dreams?
the Pete and Carl ones

25. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
No way!

26. Do you like tattoos?
yes, i love them!

27. Do you believe in miracles?

28. Do you burn easily in the sun?

29. Do you speak another language other than english?
yeah yeah yeah

30. What's something you wish you could understand better?

31. What did you do this weekend?
spent time with family....yeah and future family

32. Who do you miss?
my friends

33. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
no way...not pretty enough

34. Orange or apple juice?
yuck! Neither

35. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?

36. What was the last text message you sent?
um Happy Christmas

37. Lucky number(s)?

38. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
no clue

39. Have you ever won a trophy?
no way, i have no talent

40. Are you a good cook?
to me

41. Sprite or 7up?
7up cause I think it tastes better.

42. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

43. Last thing you ate?

44. Would you rather find true love or be a millionaire?

45. Think fast. Who do you hate right now?

46. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?

47. Do you like someone right now?
Current Location: Snow
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Into the Mystic- Van Morrison
28 December 2006 @ 05:14 pm
1. Start Time --5:14
2. Name -- Courtney
3. Astrology sign -- Libra
5. Eye color –- blue
6. fav. color-- red
7. Nickname(s)-- Court, Courty
9. Location –- hell
10. Single or taken -- single
11. Sibling's -- 3

12. Cut your own hair?

13. Done something that you regret?
yes yes yes

14. Skipped school?
i wish i could say no to this one

15. bungee-jumped?

16. Punched someone?
a few times

18. Been arrested?
not yet

19: Broke into someones house?

20. Been so drunk you couldnt remember?
hmm...I don't remember

21. Been to a funeral?

22. Used a lighter?
many times

23. Been on stage?

24. Season --Summer/fall
25. Food –- Calzones
26. Ice cream flavor--chocolate
27. Band-- Libertines
28. TV show-- House M.D.
29. People -- umm...Carlos and Peter
30. Book –- Exquisite Corpse-Poppy Z. Brite
31. Song –- What Became of the Likely Lads?- Libertines
32. River –- Mississippi...cause its the only one I can think of right now
33. Place –- hmm...do I have to have been there? Cause if not London or New Orleans
34. Sport to watch on tv -- Football
35. Disney movie -- Aristocats
36. Disney Princess -- Sleeping Beauty
37. Name for a daughter-- Acadia or Kendall
38. Name for a son-- Ace

39. Chocolate or vanilla?Chocolate
40. Coffee or Capp? capp
41. One night stands or long relationships? long relationships
42.Cats or dogs? kitty
43. Scary movies or comedies? scary
44. Short or long hair on the opposite sex? longer
45. Croutons or bacon bits? bacon bits

46. Chainsaws --texas
47. School -- hell
48. Cows -- moo
49. Canada -- awesome!

50. Mouse -- mice
51. Hand -- job

52. Talked on the phone? yes
53. Watched a movie? lots
54. Cried? nope
56. Drank a glass of water? no
57. IMed someone? yes
58. Read a book or magazine? yeah
59. Watched TV? House baby!
60. Looked in the mirror? i think so
61. Taken a shower? I don't remember
62. Taken a picture? yeah
63. Listened to music? yep, my Carlita
64. Told someone you love/like them? my mom
65. What time is it? 5:21
Current Location: Watching the snow
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: News-talking about the snow storm
23 December 2006 @ 06:18 pm
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
Went to the Renaissance Fair. Met rock stars....thats pretty much it.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I have never done that stuff, and i don't intend to.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope, not as far as I know.

5. What countries did you visit?
Hahahahahahahahaah, I have no money so yeah the furthest I traveled was to my new apartment.

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
Money, clothes, better friends, that Burberry stuff too.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
October 28th-meeting Brian & Stefan from Placebo.(Sorry this date is in my mind forever too Amber)

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Ummmm.....finally hating my ex to a point where if he died i wouldn't care the least bit.

9. What was your biggest failure?
School, as always

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I don't think so....

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Placebo tickets

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Peter's and Carlos's

14. Where did most of your money go?
Concert tickets, gir stuff, Invader ZIM dvds

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Going and seeing Placebo...I really wanted to see them. Not as much as the other bands I love but hey somethings better than nothing.

16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
Gin & Milk-Dirty Pretty Things

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Writing....sorry again.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Thinking that I still loved that jackass

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Probably with my mom, two sisters, jenny's boyfriend, my mom's friend, her kids (a daughter and a son) and that son's girlfriend.

21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
Nope, only Carlos...but thats been there for a while.

22. How many one-night stands?

23. What was your favorite TV program?
House M.D.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yep....tons of people.

25. What was the best book you read?
Exquisite Corpse- Poppy Z. Brite (I've read it about a million times but I still love it)

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?

27. What did you want and get?
Clothes, dvds, tickets to anywhere, books!

28. What did you want and not get?
Don't know yet.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
POTC-Dead Man's Chest

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Had a crazy party with all my friends! 16 baby!

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Better grades!

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Completely Courtney....an alliteration.

33. What kept you sane?
My friends.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Carl Barat....its the drinking thing I tell you I just have bad taste!

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Gay rights.

36. Who did you miss?

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Maggie!!!!! IRL-Billy, Josh, Bri, and Becca

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
Love is a joke that straight people tell each other, so that they feel better when they fuck.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"If I made a list of my mistakes and regrets, I’d put your name on top"
Current Location: sunroom
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: The 32nd of December-Babyshambles
04 December 2006 @ 08:39 pm
Today has sucked, I have found that someone whom I absolutly loved and trusted went behind my back and cheated on me. Not only that but with one of my "friends." I hate them all, I hate that I am once again feeling like my heart has been crushed and that I was once again passed up for another person who seems to have something I don't. But I'm not gonna show it, even if it kills me I am going to make people think I am okay and fine with him. Truth is...I'm heartbroken and I have lost my first love and best friend.Fuck It!

Current Location: Sunroom no darkroom
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Everything's Just Wonderful-Lily Allen
29 October 2006 @ 07:04 pm
Got there at 11:45, we were third in line. (Amber and Me) and we talked to the people who were in front of us for a bit, they were nice, old, but nice. They'd gone to a few other shows, and were like following them around.

About 30 or so minutes later, a girl gets out of a taxi cab and says hello--and guess what? She has a british accent!
Her name's Kat, and so we pretty much hung out with her for the entire day because she was so great. She's from a place like 20 miles from Bristol, and is also following around Placebo. She's met Brian a few times too, (she'd seen them 40 times!) so yea, made great friends with her.

Okay, so while we were sitting in line, and it was like about 3:30ish at this point (more people are in line as well, but we don't really talk to them) and a taxi comes by and in it is Stefan!

See, the thing is about the Gothic Theatre, is that it's sorta easy to get to the back entrance, I mean, it's Not Really blocked off, so a few of us went back there but Stefan was already going to the building so I went back in line.

Around 4ish, guess who is walking the opposite way of the line? Brian & Stefan and some guy (friend of brians? security? both probably) so me and Amber (and some other people) sort of follow them to this place called the Spicy Pickle
Brian said hi to me, and me, Amber, and the other girls talked to Stefan for a bit, but I didn't really want to bother them that much (already felt stupid for following them) so me and Amber left, but the girls I think stayed, but Brian didn't look all too happy so I think me and Amber made the right decision.

All right, so later, (about 5ish) Kat wanted to get something from Starbucks (Starbucks was right next to the Spicey Pickle, but Brian and Stefan had already come back, but they had went to the crosswalk to smoke which we DID NOT KNOW) So of course we passed them again. I marched up to Brian and asked for a hug, which he said yes, so Amber asked for one too, which he actually was really nice this time. He actually liked hugged, it wasn't like a light tap, SO SO brilliant.I also asked for a picture but he said maybe later, and really, I don't blame him, cause yea, he probably thought we were stalking him at this point.

(Oh, Justin from She Wants Revenge was there too. . but umm, we sorta didn't acknowledge him)

So after the Starbucks run they had left (probably good because I think there were people behind us)

And then around 5:30 (Not entirely sure, because I didn't have a watch) Amber went to go check on the car (that was parked behind the theatre) Brian and Stefan come out and start taking pictures of the marquee. Now this was totally not my fault I was just sitting there and Brian waved to me and Kat, so I smiled and waved back.

And that was all before the concert.

Around 7:15, they let us in. And I was the FIRST one in, ran to the front of the area and was on the left, (I would be right in front of Brian when they played later) Plus there was the most adorable Mini Molko behind me.

They played some really crappy soul music while setting up for the DJ, who was okay, I guess. I mean, I'm not a very techno person so. . . .

She Wants Revenge was all right, except I think they all knew that the majority was there for Placebo.

Finally at 10:30 Placebo took the stage! (really only Brian pics because Stefan was so far, and Steve was like always hidden) Also, these are the best ones I took with Courtney's picture phone, it died 4 songs in.
Brian was so nice! He talked to us 4 times, after 3 songs in, said hi to us in Denver Colorado (hehe, Englewood, but same difference), but everyone screamed so I sorta missed the rest. Then before Special K, he said that something "magical" would happen, and that we would know what to do. (which of course we did, everyone sang the ba-da-bum-etc part) and then in the near end of The Bitter End he introduced the band. And of course, at the end (20 Years) they all said thank you and Steve threw his drumsticks into the audience.

Amber bought a tote bag, and should be getting a setlist since Kat promised to send us one (since she's met the guy that actually makes them up, and he's going to send her copies which in turn she will give to us) We exchanged phone numbers and emails so yea, so fucking awesome.

Best night ever.

Current Location: In my own world
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
Current Music: Taste in Men- Placebo